I viewed someone blog & what the blogger wrote really wrote bout what my feeling.
& I think the blogger has the same feeling with me.
I do not know this half year how I go through the life,
I do not know I have said how many times that I wanted to give up,
I do not know how many times I fall into you again.
Once I think bout you,
the past, the things we go through,
I feel warm, I feel love & I will grins.
Though it was just 21 days,
But you will not know how much I love you & I need you.
& also, you will not know how much I've devoted.
You are the one who put the full stop there,
& I am always the one who pull out the full stop and put in the comma,
But I know,
no matter how many times I change the fullstop to the comma,
you also will change it back to the full stop.
& I am always hope that is a comma.
You know what?
You were the best thing that happen in my life,
you were the prettiest memories in my life,
you were the best miracle that the god gave me,
& you will be the best best best best boyfriend that I had in my life.
I miss you,
I do what my heart want me to,
but that's not enough.
I love you,
though I know it worthless,
but I don't care.
This is the thing that I will do it until the day.
I need you,
your call just like my routine.
I need to hear your voice badly.
Your call,
I am always waiting it.
I used to hear my house phone ring at 2.30pm
I used to answer your call & talking crap.
I used to beg you to give me something
I used to make you forgive me
I used to hear your very own story
I used to say sorry to you
I used to hear your murmur
I used to make you pissed off & I beg you to forgive
I used to hear your du lan words
& many...
You're a part of my life,
Look,
How much I need you.
Squeeze back the memories,
I know this half year how am I survive,
Because of your call, I am tough
Because of your care, I am tough
Because of you, I stand up again & again.
You've change me lots but you do not know.
You made me become so not myself,
You make me know what is love
& how hurt was love is.
You teach me how to kiss,
You teach me how to hug,
You teach me how to make your loved feel the love,
You teach me what love is.
What I wanted to tell you is,
I wil not let go till the day come.
I love you more than everyone do,
I care you more than everyone can.
I love you,
from the bottom to the top
Shout out loudly to tell you,
I do really love you!
No matter how much I've devoted for you,
It also worth for me.
I am serious! (:
You will not know how much I have helped you out,
& how much I devoted.
Cause you never ever treasure me,
before and the future.